_Idealism is what precedes experience cynicism is what follows_|
Sums up my life really. I stopped believing in miracles and happy endings, and now I act like some middle aged man even though I'm only 16. I've forgotten how to be young, but at least me being impulsiveness and indecisive shows my age a bit. One of the few things that redeems my many flaws is that I would fight the few people I love, and I will never abandon the few true friends I have.